I Want to Be a Blessing

Lord, I have been desiring to get my life in order in the aspect of finances.
I feel as if I am sinking in debt, I don't know how I am going to come up with the money that my dad needs that is an emergency.
I am hurting because I wish with all my heart to be a blessing to your kingdom. Please provide for me that I may be able to bless your people and others. In the matter of becoming the woman you want me to be, I want to be a prudent one, not only in the way in which I conduct my self and relate to others but in my finances. I want to be a blessing to the man I you'll bring to my path to marry. It's my heart's desire to contribute to my marriage and be a blessing to my husband not a burden.
Lord, please help! I need a miracle! Please give me wisdom to be a good steward with the material blessings you will bring to my life. And forgive me for the past years in which many times I spent money without consideration. I am not that person any more, please help me get back on my feet that my life will reflect the prudent and wise woman you are calling me to be.
Thank you, I love you Lord. Amen.